Seven of us went to Red Robin last Tuesday. The next day, four of us (Eric, Tony, Jess, and myself) wanted to go bowling, but all the lanes were filled. So we went to lazer tag.
On Monday, me, Eric, Jess, and Will were going to go lazer tag, but it was closed on Monday (wtf right?) so we went bowling. And tonight a few of us are going bowling again. And then tomorrow, we’re going to Red Robin.
Can we do something that doesn’t require money? Please? PLEASE?
On a side note, I got paid today. Which is nice.
HE SENT ME A PHOTO OF HIM IN A SUIT ‘CAUSE I DIDN’T GET TO SEE HIM IN IRL.
MY HEART IS BROKEN.
ALSO IT’S SAVED ON MY PHONE.
AND I WANT IT AS MY BACKGROUND BUT THAT’S CREEPY ‘CAUSE HE SOMETIMES USES MY PHONE TO PLAY GAMES AND SHIT AND WE’RE NOT DATING.
So, me and Eric are going to play Yu Gi Oh cards tonight.
Yes, you read that right.
Yu Gi Oh.
Now, I haven’t played this game in years. So, while Eric’s working, I’m going to google how to play. Because I’ve completely forgotten.
I also no longer have my cards.
Eric had a simple solution: I’ll just use one of his decks.
As in plural.
This is the deck I’m going to be using.
Now, look at this.
He has each card in its own little laminated case. No joke.
He stores them in this box.
He trusted me with 300 dollars worth of Yu Gi Oh cards.
Also, I fucking love that he’s such a nerd. And is also incredibly attractive.
That is all for this post.
As in, less than an hour from now.
And Eric. Fucking respond to my text. I wanna see you before you leave for your however long trip to north carolina to visit your really hot best friend and ugh i just don’t want you to go tbh and ugh.
So. I guess we’re not going to dinner tomorrow as planned. Seeing as he’s working until 11 pm. And I can’t exactly stay up too late cause I open the next day.
Also. He hasn’t even like. Mentioned this fact yet.
And he asked me yesterday if I liked him and wanted to be with him. And I panicked. Said yes. And his reply was just like. ‘well okay. Good to know.’ And that was it. Like. I didn’t know what to do. And we worked together tonight and I thought maybe he’d say something since this is the first time we’ve seen each other in a few days. But nope. Nothing. I’m stuck. Like.
I’m on the verge of tears because I just have no idea what to do. And like. I thought I was close. And then plans are falling apart. And now I am crying. And this sucks. Fuck.
I wish I didn’t try so hard all the time.
Eric’s home early. And is not pleased with his friends from Hawaii. He won’t tell me why until we actually see each other. Not via text. Makes him not so fun to text.
Also I have no idea what to say. :|
Eric asked to dinner on Friday. I’m super excited. And he texted all night through this stupid shift I took.
So yeah. He’s in Hawaii now. Five hour time difference. And it’s 73 degrees there. You know how cold it is here? 30 DEGREES. IT WAS SNOWING EARLIER. But yknow. Whatever. I love freezing.
And he says he’s jealous of my weather. I do not believe him. But maybe he is. He said he’s never seen snow.
Please come home. Or just like. text me? Check up on me?
Five hour time difference, yeah sure. But I already miss you.